daily ruzz

it's late.

"you hang on to your pain
like it means something
like its worth something
well let me tell you
its not worth shit
let it go"

wurd homie

"I pursue no objectives, no system, no tendency; I have no program, no style, no direction. I have no time for specialized concerns, working themes or variations that lead to mastery. I steer clear of definitions. I don't know what I want. I am inconsistent, noncommittal, passive; I like the indefinite, the boundless; I like continual uncertainty."
--Gerard Richter

Widow for One Year

i'm not convinced i'm a fan of John Irving yet. But, i am reading A Widow for One Year right now and every now and then he writes something that i've been thinking for a while.

and i say, shit man. shit.

"what bothered Ruth was she needed to be with rooie again—just to see, as in a story, what would happen next. That meant rooie was in charge"

and i think man. How much of my life has been spent feeling that exact feeling.

a lot of it.