money = < productivity

today was a productivity disaster. having no car is a disaster. i spent my day running around and taking care of little shit that isn't important, lest we want to get paid, and though money is always welcome, its hell on my productivity.

i've been really deeply wanting to get my self on level ground again, getting some cash, getting a lot done, but days like today, which sidetrack comepletely, can be frustrating.

i did have a good dinner with kiki and jude and da babes though.
thats a bright spot.

i just..
don't want to be behind anymore.