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Thursday, August 19, 2004

a new addition

introducing the first in a series of lame ass attempts to avoid writing and regretting. I've said more than once recently that not every photographer is a writer whose given up on words, but i am.

and i am,
you know?

i'm just a big old mess over here and it's better if that mess stays inside my four walls. or finds a constructive way to express itself rather than the scrambled egg of emotion that would end up on my face in a few days.

i do very much want to start working on my photo essays.
but then, sometimes i just want to play call of duty
or shag
or think about the absurd.

so shit.
this is something like a first kiss on a date you never wanted to have.

lets kick it off: here is a photo of how i feel tonight.


Posted by ruzz on August 19, 2004 at 02:07 AM in a photo of how i feel | Permalink


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This is a remarkable photo. The instint I saw it I thought 'WOW'. Great work.

Oh yeah, it seems lonely and desolate so sorry you feel that way.

Posted by: Stephen | Aug 19, 2004 12:12:01 PM

You know desolate is not right. There is a very peaceful serene quality to the photo. So perhaps your not in a bad space at all. I hope not, but hell I'm writing this twelve hours after you posted it. Chances are pretty good your mood has changed already.

Posted by: Stephen | Aug 19, 2004 12:14:32 PM

an endless abyss, with a little ray of hope.

Posted by: jude | Aug 19, 2004 1:07:29 PM

ok, i've got to add this one to my list. i will eventually get a print of this one too. love it, love it, love it. you and i speak the same language ruzz. or at least a similar dialect. love it, love it, love it.

Posted by: veronicalynne | Aug 19, 2004 1:18:41 PM

i didn't know you spoke feminist jelly, ruzz? can i have some lessons.

Posted by: jude | Aug 19, 2004 2:50:36 PM